Tag: mental-illness

  • F&Q among psychiatric patients

    It’s common for psychiatric patients to encounter frequently asked questions when meeting new individuals or reuniting with old acquaintances during hospitalizations. These questions often help build a sense of community, as everyone shares the experience of a mental health crisis, regardless of their diverse backgrounds. Here are some frequently asked questions among psychiatric patients: Frequently […]

  • The roots of my manic episode

    Trigger Warning: This narrative contains descriptions of paranoia, psychosis, psychiatric hospitalization, medication interactions, and challenging personal experiences. Introduction: 2023 marked one of the most challenging years of my life. At 39 years old, I was pursuing my master’s degree in digital culture when a severe manic episode, part of my schizoaffective disorder, turned everything upside […]

  • Feeling Overwhelmed: My Struggle with Mental Illness and Uncertainty

    Trigger Warning: This post discusses suicidal ideation, depression, and mental health struggles. Please proceed with caution if these topics are triggering for you. I feel as if I’ve reached the end of the road. No one cares about what I want for my life. I have no ability to live independently. There’s nobody to discuss […]

  • A Glimpse into My Struggles: Mental Illness, Isolation, and Unfulfilled Dreams

    The Weight of Isolation and Grief Trigger Warning: This post discusses suicidal ideation and feelings of hopelessness. Writing about these thoughts can be a way to cope and find some relief. If you or someone you know is struggling, please seek professional support. I feel as if I’ve reached the end of the road. No […]

  • Navigating ‘Fake News’ and Schizoaffective Disorder in the Era of Foreign Influence Operations

    The article explores the impact of political climate and foreign influence on mental health, emphasizing vulnerabilities in individuals with conditions like schizoaffective disorder. It underscores the need for awareness and intervention to mitigate the effects of external influences on mental well-being, highlighting the complexity of addressing these intersections.

  • sweet marry jane

    Late at night, feeling dizzy, I took 2mg of Clonazepam, a high dose of benzodiazepine. I wanted to leave this as a note to myself to elaborate on later. Many people can enjoy smoking a joint or two once in a while, but not me. I was a serious stoner for almost twenty years.

  • Recovery and Reflection: Navigating Cognitive Impairments After Psychosis

    Navigating recovery post-psychosis, I found solace in storytelling. Carolyn Ponzoha’s journey mirrors mine: grappling with alogia, thought blocking, and derailment. Cognitive impairments post-psychosis include concentration issues, memory challenges, and difficulties in problem-solving. Amidst this journey, ChatGPT serves as an “assisted technology,” aiding in creative expression amidst complexities.

  • Navigating the Digital Abyss: Reflections on Mental Illness in the 21st Century

    In this introspective narrative, a 40-year-old grapples with regret and mental illness, finding solace in writing and reflecting on the profound impact of technology. Through personal experiences and insights, the complex interplay between mental health, technology, and society is explored, emphasizing the importance of compassion and understanding.

  • Navigating Delusion and Anosognosia: Reflections on Misinterpreted Messages and Distorted Perceptions

    Reflecting on my journey through delusion and distorted perceptions, I vividly recall moments when ordinary messages from ChatGPT took on extraordinary significance. Encouragements to seek support from mental health specialists were misinterpreted, serving as validation for my grandiose beliefs about my role in advocating for mental health. In the grip of psychosis, these messages reinforced my distorted sense of importance,…