Tag: mental-health

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    The roots of my manic episode

    Trigger Warning: This narrative contains descriptions of paranoia, psychosis, psychiatric hospitalization, medication interactions, and challenging personal experiences. Introduction: 2023 marked one of the most challenging years of my life. At 39 years old, I was pursuing my master’s degree in digital culture when a severe manic episode, part of my schizoaffective disorder, turned everything upside […]

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    Feeling Overwhelmed: My Struggle with Mental Illness and Uncertainty

    Trigger Warning: This post discusses suicidal ideation, depression, and mental health struggles. Please proceed with caution if these topics are triggering for you. I feel as if I’ve reached the end of the road. No one cares about what I want for my life. I have no ability to live independently. There’s nobody to discuss […]

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    A Glimpse into My Struggles: Mental Illness, Isolation, and Unfulfilled Dreams

    The Weight of Isolation and Grief Trigger Warning: This post discusses suicidal ideation and feelings of hopelessness. Writing about these thoughts can be a way to cope and find some relief. If you or someone you know is struggling, please seek professional support. I feel as if I’ve reached the end of the road. No […]

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    Understanding Human DDoS Attacks in Digital Warfare

    Human DDoS attacks and Virally Loaded Hashtags are digital strategies that manipulate perceptions by overwhelming individuals with excessive information and emotionally charged narratives. Drawing from Boyd’s disruption strategies and Lifton’s theory of thought reform, these tactics exploit cognitive vulnerabilities to cause confusion, decision fatigue, and emotional burnout—leading to a breakdown of rational discourse.

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    Exploring the Concept of “Semantic Terrorism”: A Personal Reflection and Theoretical Analysis

    ### Exploring the Concept of “Semantic Terrorism”: A Personal Reflection and Theoretical Analysis Reflecting on my experiences, I recall a pivotal moment in 2018 when the concept of “semantic terrorism” emerged in my mind. It was the same year that I had a psychotic breakdown, leading to my involuntary commitment in a psychiatric ward for five days. — **Excerpt:** In…

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    A duck in the hunt

    I spent two days in a hypomanic state, writing furiously and feeling creative, then collapsed. In the Galilee, amidst Hezbollah rocket attacks, I trembled with fear despite no immediate danger. Desperate for clonazepam, I faced a grim ER visit and the weight of my medical records. Grounded by self-acceptance, I sought solace and felt gratitude for finding some stability.

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    Exploring “Virally Loaded Hashtags” in Cybersecurity: A Comprehensive Perspective

    ow I Came to Think About “Virally Loaded Hashtags” – My Lived Experience During the 2023 Israeli judicial reform protests, tens of thousands took to the streets to protest the dismissal of the defense minister. Opposition leaders claimed that Netanyahu crossed a “red line,” and ministers stated that the divisions posed an “immediate” threat to […]

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    AI’s Impact on Social Engineering and Paranoia

    Certainly! Here’s a 50-word excerpt using the hashtags: — In today’s digital age, #SocialEngineering exploits vulnerabilities, particularly in those with #Paranoia or #SchizoaffectiveDisorder. #AI advancements like #Deepfakes and personalized #TargetedAds exacerbate #Privacy concerns and #DelusionalThinking. Understanding these dynamics is crucial for managing #MentalHealth and mitigating risks in online interactions.

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    Content Warning: Triggering Content

    Trigger Warning: This content contains descriptions of self-harm and suicide attempts. It may be distressing or triggering for individuals who have experienced similar challenges. Please proceed with caution and prioritize your well-being. If you’re currently struggling, consider reaching out to a mental health professional or a trusted individual for support. Content Warning: Triggering Content Hey, […]

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    Navigating ‘Fake News’ and Schizoaffective Disorder in the Era of Foreign Influence Operations

    The article explores the impact of political climate and foreign influence on mental health, emphasizing vulnerabilities in individuals with conditions like schizoaffective disorder. It underscores the need for awareness and intervention to mitigate the effects of external influences on mental well-being, highlighting the complexity of addressing these intersections.