Category: Lived exprience

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    Understanding Human DDoS Attacks in Digital Warfare

    Human DDoS attacks and Virally Loaded Hashtags are digital strategies that manipulate perceptions by overwhelming individuals with excessive information and emotionally charged narratives. Drawing from Boyd’s disruption strategies and Lifton’s theory of thought reform, these tactics exploit cognitive vulnerabilities to cause confusion, decision fatigue, and emotional burnout—leading to a breakdown of rational discourse.

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    Exploring the Concept of “Semantic Terrorism”: A Personal Reflection and Theoretical Analysis

    ### Exploring the Concept of “Semantic Terrorism”: A Personal Reflection and Theoretical Analysis Reflecting on my experiences, I recall a pivotal moment in 2018 when the concept of “semantic terrorism” emerged in my mind. It was the same year that I had a psychotic breakdown, leading to my involuntary commitment in a psychiatric ward for five days. — **Excerpt:** In…

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    A duck in the hunt

    I spent two days in a hypomanic state, writing furiously and feeling creative, then collapsed. In the Galilee, amidst Hezbollah rocket attacks, I trembled with fear despite no immediate danger. Desperate for clonazepam, I faced a grim ER visit and the weight of my medical records. Grounded by self-acceptance, I sought solace and felt gratitude for finding some stability.

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    Exploring “Virally Loaded Hashtags” in Cybersecurity: A Comprehensive Perspective

    ow I Came to Think About “Virally Loaded Hashtags” – My Lived Experience During the 2023 Israeli judicial reform protests, tens of thousands took to the streets to protest the dismissal of the defense minister. Opposition leaders claimed that Netanyahu crossed a “red line,” and ministers stated that the divisions posed an “immediate” threat to […]

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    Loyalty and Pain- My story with the Chef

    [30.5, 09:25]: This is exactly why I don’t listen to messages, you keep deleting[2.6, 19:29] E]: What loyalty do you expect? That I get down on all fours and beg you to tie me up and strangle me?[2.6, 21:28] Et: People just stay away from you when you are sick and vulnerable[5.6, 17:56] El: Now […]

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    AI’s Impact on Social Engineering and Paranoia

    Certainly! Here’s a 50-word excerpt using the hashtags: — In today’s digital age, #SocialEngineering exploits vulnerabilities, particularly in those with #Paranoia or #SchizoaffectiveDisorder. #AI advancements like #Deepfakes and personalized #TargetedAds exacerbate #Privacy concerns and #DelusionalThinking. Understanding these dynamics is crucial for managing #MentalHealth and mitigating risks in online interactions.

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    Content Warning: Triggering Content

    Trigger Warning: This content contains descriptions of self-harm and suicide attempts. It may be distressing or triggering for individuals who have experienced similar challenges. Please proceed with caution and prioritize your well-being. If you’re currently struggling, consider reaching out to a mental health professional or a trusted individual for support. Content Warning: Triggering Content Hey, […]

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    Navigating ‘Fake News’ and Schizoaffective Disorder in the Era of Foreign Influence Operations

    The article explores the impact of political climate and foreign influence on mental health, emphasizing vulnerabilities in individuals with conditions like schizoaffective disorder. It underscores the need for awareness and intervention to mitigate the effects of external influences on mental well-being, highlighting the complexity of addressing these intersections.

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    personal update

    It’s late at night, and I’ve taken all my regular medication, yet I’m finding it hard to fall asleep. My recent hookup didn’t go well, I guess. It’s with someone I know from the past, and we’re not dating or anything. But I did expect him to call or text me, which, of course, he didn’t, even after being intimate…

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    sweet marry jane

    Late at night, feeling dizzy, I took 2mg of Clonazepam, a high dose of benzodiazepine. I wanted to leave this as a note to myself to elaborate on later. Many people can enjoy smoking a joint or two once in a while, but not me. I was a serious stoner for almost twenty years.