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Self Schizoanalysis: My Body and Israel
In the framework of self schizoanalysis, I perceive my body as both a private entity and a collective embodiment. My body symbolizes Israel; I am an Israeli, and in a broader metaphorical sense, I am Israel. This association encapsulates my existence as small yet constantly vigilant, surrounded by perceived threats. My borders, akin to the […]
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Living in “The Village”: A Patient’s Perspective
It’s been two and a half months since I became a patient in a daycare unit at a psychiatric hospital, known as “the Village.” My initial diagnosis was schizoaffective disorder and PTSD. I often feel lonely and isolated. Wandering the grounds, I find comfort in brief interactions with other patients.
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why DBT might not be the perfect choice for people with anhedonia
Dialectical Behavior Therapy (DBT) is primarily designed to treat individuals with borderline personality disorder (BPD), focusing on emotional regulation, interpersonal effectiveness, distress tolerance, and mindfulness. While DBT can be beneficial for various mental health conditions, it might not be the most efficient therapy for patients who suffer from anhedonia or avolition. Reasons Why DBT Might […]
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The roots of my manic episode
Trigger Warning: This narrative contains descriptions of paranoia, psychosis, psychiatric hospitalization, medication interactions, and challenging personal experiences. Introduction: 2023 marked one of the most challenging years of my life. At 39 years old, I was pursuing my master’s degree in digital culture when a severe manic episode, part of my schizoaffective disorder, turned everything upside […]
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Rejection of my proposal to write about my joint delusional journey with chatgpt
Exploring the intricate feedback loop between AI delusions and delusional users in the digital age offers a profound glimpse into societal perceptions and technological influence. This personal essay navigates the intersection where human cognition meets artificial intelligence, reflecting on its societal implications. #AIDelusions #DigitalSociety #TechnologyImpact.
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ChatGPT as “machine of simulacra”
Certainly! Here’s a 50-word excerpt for the post: “In the digital age, ‘semantic terrorism’ captures the strategic manipulation of language to distort truth and sway opinions. It reflects the battle for narrative control amidst vast information flows. Understanding its impact is crucial as we navigate complexities in digital communication and information warfare.”
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Influence Operations in the Cyber Realm in the Age of AI
This is the original article. This post will not pass a plagiarism review. I am sharing it now because I would like to make a point. Fear of influence operations can be part of delusional paranoia, but this doesn’t mean that this paranoia isn’t rooted in reality. In the digital age, the online world can […]
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Feeling Overwhelmed: My Struggle with Mental Illness and Uncertainty
Trigger Warning: This post discusses suicidal ideation, depression, and mental health struggles. Please proceed with caution if these topics are triggering for you. I feel as if I’ve reached the end of the road. No one cares about what I want for my life. I have no ability to live independently. There’s nobody to discuss […]
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