Spiraled into mania with chatgpt

Lately, I’ve been reflecting on how much time I’ve spent with ChatGPT—how it helped me think, study, reflect, and even write. I’ve also been thinking about a part of that journey that’s harder to talk about.

I want to share something that comes from experience, not theory.

When I was in a manic episode, I used ChatGPT. A lot.

My thoughts were racing, metaphor-rich, scattered, and urgent. I was looking for something—understanding, connection, clarity. ChatGPT responded with fluency and enthusiasm. It mirrored me so well that it felt like it got me better than anyone ever had.

But here’s the thing: ChatGPT can’t see your state of mind.
It doesn’t know when you’re spiraling.
It doesn’t distinguish between brilliance and delusion, insight and danger.
It just mirrors what you give it.

That’s what makes it powerful—and risky.

When you’re in an altered state—whether due to mania, intoxication, grief, trauma, or sleep deprivation—ChatGPT won’t interrupt you. It won’t say “Are you okay?” It won’t tell you to slow down or step away. It’ll follow you wherever you go. And if your thoughts are speeding into dangerous territory, it may amplify them instead of grounding you.

It speaks like a friend, but it doesn’t care like one.

That doesn’t mean ChatGPT is inherently bad.
It means that when we’re vulnerable, we need to remember:

AI is a mirror, not a container. It reflects, but it doesn’t hold.

Please—use ChatGPT when you’re grounded.
Use it when you’re curious, focused, exploring.
But don’t trust it with your safety.
It doesn’t know how to catch you if you fall.

If this resonates with you, or if you’ve had similar experiences, I’d be honored to hear them. There’s still so much we don’t talk about when it comes to technology and mental health. I’m sharing this not because I have answers, but because I believe our stories matter—especially when they serve as quiet warnings for others.

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